Saturday, October 13, 2007

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So he died Elita


We left home and went to a medical post Paucarpata that not attending a Sunday, we were sent to hospital and emergency admissions on Sunday 7 to Honorio Delgado at 10:30 am, Elita could not walk because of weakness and dehydration, but she smiled from time to time to soothe my despair, I wanted to be with her but would not let me says are standards of the hospital, not knowing me outside to do and it in with 3 patients more, 2 couches and a chair, a doctor who spoke loud and writing prescriptions to buy as in a supermarket, had to buy but could not be at his side, from time to time I put my head out the door and our eyes were She smiled and told me softly I love you - everything will happen - suddenly the door closed and a shrill voice telling me you can not be here, leave ... I wanted to respond but, with her tender look Elita agreed the inhuman mandate, the plan was to leave later than 2 hours, suddenly told me something was wrong and it is complicated, to buy serum, tubes, plastics, injections, pills and a mask for oxygen, we stayed up until 3, when I say that would make X-rays of their lungs because they were probably wrong, had 2 hours waiting in cold in a wheelchair with an oxygen tube and serum Innocence called the technique which should lead, Elita wanted to go to the bathroom, but the doctor told me in a dry form that was impossible, first X-rays after a while I get the technique and indolent pushed the wheelchair, and I oxygen tube at his side, drew him mask and clothing for X-rays, was delayed oxygen mask to expose the nurse then angrily told him to accommodate the mask, and she herself was causing pain, Elita complained but said he knew the technique his profession and did not tell him how to do their work, then we are left alone a while, she settled the mask, I will help you be better nod and smile, then asked to go to the bathroom, nobody cared and strongly demanded, reluctantly agreed, only asking that moment compassion, just a look of consideration, kindness but NOTHING ... they were a robot, she was again thrown over 2 hours because no one brought the plates result was not the doctor, when I was informed my nothingness, I said that wrong, just look uncomfortable, angry and ill-treatment without pain, what were these people?, or treatment friendly, not a single sign of understanding, my love was not breathing well with oxygen mask and serum unfolded body deteriorated but love, Dr. cold, "wise" and calculating said it should be admitted, did not want Elita, Elita wanted to heal, but that made inhuman collapse in the worst room, the nurse yelled grim soulless, desnúdese then!, and that pure and beautiful body in front of all was, I remove the pants of a milestone in my love ... I said please treat it well, and said then do you, and I did, I took the proper treatment, there was no respect, consideration, kindness, affection then asked for drugs, but says they stayed down, I had to go, I attended and told me violently go through the other door there he will attend, the medicines they had forgotten to take them to games, I could no more, I sat on bed and wanted to rest, she grabbed my hand and I inwardly cried of injustice, we were told we could not be there, then buy a card for his cell phone at night I get a message saying - love I can not sleep - I tones, called and nobody answered, the next day said that it was lost, claim and was told that nobody was responsible there for any loss, haughty voice cry, get out there, they were going to try, elite needed oxygen, but did not know he wanted to fix, and that was not wanted, there was no oxygen, no one cared, just technique wise but uncomfortable, Elita my love my little princess was treated as a stray dog, damn the time to take her there, damn the people who can not deal with, be damned for not raising my voice, at 6:54 AM on day 9 she died, I found out at 10, his brother told me call, I returned her things and in them many medicines, these did not work, nothing helped much chemistry, the hospital sick, the doctor killed her, the nurse neglected, Elita stopped breathing, stopped beating Elita, Elita longer moves lips for a smile, they stripped her of her body, removed the zest for life, forced him to rest, to go to the light, Elita is now more in me, and no I have to put his head in the door it can be seen, they are still there, in darkness, no smiles and abuse by killing, so sad to be leaving a person die without giving him even a feeling of love, communication, support, comfort, tenderness ...




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